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It’s like a sped up video of a tree growing. Watching it back everything seems obvious but when you’re the tree you couldn’t give a fuck what changes day to day. You’re just waiting for it to be over. Or for something big to happen. To catch a meteor in your hands.

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It’s like I need a task. I need a task or I’ll fall apart. I need stillness, I need something to be still. I can’t stop moving, so the rest of the world is going to have to. And I don’t know what my face looks like without you. Only you have seen it once and no one is seeing it this time. It's been so long since I heard your voice. 

It’s like being willing to eat what the vultures have not

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